Mind & Contemplative Practice

Fifty years of practice, reading, and trying to pay attention.

I first encountered Buddhism in 1975. I came across a small book by Alan Watts in a bookstore in Hermosa Beach, CA. Buddhism has influenced my life since then. I didn't truly learn to meditate until I took a one-week course at an FPMT center in Bodhgaya, India in 2007.

Of all the traditions, I most closely follow Zen — its directness, its distrust of conceptual overlay, its insistence that practice and understanding are the same thing. But the inquiry doesn't stop at any single tradition. The contemplative traditions converge on a set of questions that no single lineage owns: What is the nature of attention? What is the self that seems to be paying it? What becomes possible when the ordinary mental noise quiets?

This page is organized around three clusters that have shaped my thinking and practice over five decades. They overlap — deliberately.


The Zen Thread

Zen is the tradition I practice and the one I return to. Its genius is that it refuses to let the map become the territory. The finger pointing at the moon is not the moon. Whatever you think enlightenment is, it isn't that.

The Four Noble Truths

1
Dukkha — Suffering, unsatisfactoriness

Life as ordinarily lived is characterized by a pervasive sense of incompleteness, dissatisfaction, and suffering. This is not pessimism — it is the starting diagnosis.

2
Samudāya — The origin of suffering

Suffering arises from craving, aversion, and ignorance — particularly the ignorance of clinging to a fixed self. We suffer because we grasp.

3
Nirodha — The cessation of suffering

Suffering can end. This is the most radical claim: the untrained mind is not the only possibility. Something else is available.

4
Magga — The path

There is a path to cessation: the Eightfold Path, which is less a checklist than a complete reorientation of how one lives, speaks, thinks, and attends.

Zen reading
The Way of Zen
Alan Watts · 1957
The book from Hermosa Beach. The clearest Western introduction to Zen ever written — and honest about being an introduction. Watts knew the difference between pointing and arriving.
Zen Mind, Beginner's Mind
Shunryu Suzuki · 1970
The other foundational text. Where Watts explains, Suzuki embodies. "In the beginner's mind there are many possibilities. In the expert's mind there are few."
Siddhartha
Hermann Hesse · 1922
The journey of a young Brahmin toward enlightenment — not through doctrine but through direct experience. Fiction that teaches what philosophy only describes. A perennial entry point to Buddhist ideas for Western readers.
The Way of Chuang Tzu
Thomas Merton · 1965
Not Zen, but adjacent — Taoist, playful, pointing at the same emptiness from a different angle. Merton as translator and contemplative peer.
Three Pillars of Zen
Philip Kapleau · 1965
The most serious practical guide to Zen practice in English — including actual accounts of kensho from Western practitioners. Less poetry, more instruction.
The Zen Teaching of Huang Po
Huang Po (trans. John Blofeld) · 1958
One of the most direct and uncompromising texts in the canon. Huang Po was Lin-chi's teacher — foundational to the Rinzai tradition. The One Mind, undivided, is all there is. Everything else is discrimination. Not for beginners.

Mind Training Broadly

The Tibetan Buddhist tradition developed what it calls lojong — mind training — with a precision that other traditions often lack. Fifty-nine slogans for working with attention, reactivity, and the habits of mind that generate suffering. The FPMT course in Bodhgaya was in this tradition. Sitting in Bodhgaya — the place where the Buddha attained enlightenment, under a descendant of the original Bodhi tree — and learning to sit quietly was not incidental.

The secular scientific tradition has since confirmed much of what contemplatives discovered experientially. This is worth knowing, though the confirmation is not the point.

Mind training reading
When Things Fall Apart
Pema Chödrön · 1997
Tibetan Buddhist teachings for difficult times. Chödrön is the most accessible entry point into the lojong tradition — precise, warm, unsparing.
The Mind Illuminated
Culadasa (John Yates) · 2015
The most technically rigorous meditation manual in English. A neuroscientist and meditation master maps the entire path with unusual precision. For serious practitioners.
Why Buddhism is True
Robert Wright · 2017
Evolutionary psychology meets Buddhist insight. The case that the Buddhist diagnosis of the human condition is substantially confirmed by modern science.
Full Catastrophe Living
Jon Kabat-Zinn · 1990
The founding text of MBSR — mindfulness-based stress reduction. The secular translation that brought contemplative practice into medicine and mainstream life.
Liberation in the Palm of Your Hand
Pabongka Rinpoche · 1921/1991
The title is unfortunate; the book is not. The complete Lam Rim — graduated path to enlightenment — transcribed from an extended retreat. The foundational text of the FPMT tradition. Connected to the Bodhgaya course in 2007.

The Mystical & Perennial Thread

William James was the first serious Western thinker to treat mystical experience as data rather than pathology. His taxonomy — ineffability, noetic quality, transiency, passivity — still holds. He's dense and dated in places, but Varieties of Religious Experience (1902) is the foundation everything else in this section builds on.

Aldous Huxley's The Perennial Philosophy makes the case that the mystical core of every major tradition points at the same thing — that beneath the doctrinal differences, the experiential reports converge. This is a controversial claim, but an important one to sit with.

Arthur Deikman is the figure I find most useful at the intersection of contemplative practice and cognitive science. His concept of the observing self — the awareness that witnesses thought without being thought — maps directly onto what meditation practice reveals. His work on foreground and background attention, and on how automatization limits perception, is as relevant to epistemology as it is to practice. I've found him essential.

The perennial thread reading
The Varieties of Religious Experience
William James · 1902
The founding text of the psychology of religion. James treated mystical experience empirically, without dismissing it. More reference than reading experience — but the taxonomy is indispensable.
The Perennial Philosophy
Aldous Huxley · 1945
The case that the mystical core of every major tradition converges. Organized thematically, drawing from Hindu, Buddhist, Christian, Sufi, and Taoist sources. Huxley as anthologist and thinker.
The Observing Self
Arthur Deikman · 1982
The most important bridge between contemplative practice and cognitive science I've found. The self that observes thought is not itself a thought. Deikman makes this precise and usable.

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